Okay, so I’ve been feeling off lately. Like, super moody and just…intense. I’m not usually one for astrology, but a friend mentioned something about a “moon square pluto transit,” and I was like, “Huh?” So, I did what any normal person would do: I Googled it.
Turns out, it’s a thing. And apparently, it can mess with your emotions big time. I mean, BIG TIME. The moon is all about your feelings, and Pluto is this intense, transformative planet. When they’re at a “square” angle to each other, it’s like a cosmic pressure cooker.
My “Moon Square Pluto” Experiment
So, I decided to track this thing. I used a basic planner to do the follow things.
- Started with the basics: First, I figured out the exact dates of this transit. There are websites that will show you what’s happening in the sky on any giving day.
- Journaled like crazy:Every morning, I started writing down how I felt. Just a brain dump of whatever was going on in my head. Anxious? Angry? Weirdly sad? I wrote it all down.
- Tracked my triggers: Whenever I felt a sudden surge of emotion, I’d note the time and what was happening around me. Was it a conversation? A song on the radio? An annoying email? I became a detective of my own feelings.
- Made time out:I felt I need rest so I did that, I have more naps and sleep to get myself refresh.
It was messy. Honestly, some days I just wrote, “I FEEL EVERYTHING AND NOTHING AT THE SAME TIME.” But over a few days, I started to see patterns. Certain people seemed to trigger my anxiety. Certain situations made me feel super irritable. It was like my emotions were a wild horse, and I was finally starting to get a hold of the reins, kind of.
The biggest thing I realized? I wasn’t just reacting to the transit. I was reacting to stuff. Real stuff that I’d been ignoring or pushing down. This whole “moon square Pluto” thing just brought it all to the surface, whether I liked it or not.
So, I started to be more mindfully. When I felt that surge of emotion, instead of freaking out, I’d try to sit with it. Ask myself, “Okay, what’s really going on here?” It wasn’t easy. Sometimes I still wanted to yell at the wall or hide under the covers. But slowly, I started to feel a little more…in control. A little less like I was being tossed around by cosmic forces.
I’m still in the middle of this transit, so it’s not like I’ve got it all figured out. But I’m learning. I’m learning about myself, my triggers, and how to navigate these intense emotional waves. And honestly, even though it’s been rough, I’m kind of grateful for this whole “moon square Pluto” experience. It’s forced me to face some things I probably wouldn’t have otherwise. And that, I think, is a good thing.
