Okay, so “Saturn in Scorpio” – let me tell you, this was a whole thing. I’m not a professional astrologer or anything, but I’ve been dabbling in tracking transits and how they personally affect me, keeping a journal, you know, the whole deal. When I saw Saturn was moving into Scorpio, I braced myself, because, well, Saturn. And Scorpio. Intense, right?
First, I gathered all my tools. My trusty notebook, my favorite pen (gotta have a good pen!), and I pulled up my birth chart online. I needed to see exactly where Scorpio falls in my chart, which houses it rules. Turns out, it’s my 7th and 8th houses – relationships and shared resources/transformation. Oh boy.
Then I started tracking. Every day, I wrote down anything significant that happened, especially in those areas of my life. Any arguments with my partner? Noted. Any weird money stuff? Wrote it down. Any intense feelings of needing to change something drastically? Yup, in the journal.
It wasn’t pretty. I noticed patterns emerging. Old relationship wounds I thought I’d dealt with? They came bubbling back up. I found myself questioning everything about my partnerships, feeling this deep urge to either fix things or completely dismantle them.
The Deep Dive
- Confronting Fears: Scorpio is all about digging deep, and Saturn demands we face reality. This transit forced me to confront some serious fears about intimacy and vulnerability.
- Power Struggles: Oh, the power struggles! With my partner, with work colleagues, even with myself. I realized how much I was either giving away my power or trying to control things too much.
- Letting Go:This was the hardest part. Saturn in Scorpio pushed me to let go of old patterns, old resentments, old ways of relating that just weren’t working anymore. It was painful, but necessary.
Slowly, though, I began to see the purpose. By facing these challenges head-on, by acknowledging the uncomfortable truths, I started to build something stronger. I learned to communicate my needs more clearly, to set better boundaries, and to trust myself more. I really worked at intergrating all those lessons into my day-to-day.
By the time Saturn moved out of Scorpio, I felt like a different person. I’m not saying it was easy, but I definitely grew. I came out of it with a deeper understanding of myself and my relationships, and a lot more resilience. Would I do it again? Honestly, I’m glad it’s over, but I wouldn’t trade the experience. It was a tough teacher, but a valuable one.
