Okay, so I’ve been digging into this whole astrology thing, and Chiron in the first house? It’s been a trip. I’m no expert, just someone trying to figure stuff out, so take this with a grain of salt, yeah?
First, I pulled up my birth chart. You gotta do that first. I used one of those free online calculators, there are tons of them. Typed in my birth date, time, and place, and bam, there it was. Chart generated.
Then I looked for the Chiron symbol. It looks like a little key. I had to squint a bit, not gonna lie. I found it, and yep, it was chilling in the first house section of my chart.
My First House Deep Dive
- Identity Crisis, Much? I started reading about what Chiron in the first house supposedly means. Lots of stuff about wounding related to self-image, identity, how you present yourself to the world. And honestly? It resonated. I’ve always felt a little…off. Like I’m not quite sure who I’m “supposed” to be.
- The Body Stuff: I also noticed some interpretations connected it to physical appearance, body image issues. And, well, let’s just say I’ve had my share of struggles in that department.
- Feeling Seen (and Unseen):. There was talk about feeling invisible, or misunderstood, even when you’re trying really hard to be seen. That hit a nerve. It is real.
What I’m Actually Doing About It
It’s not enough to just read about it, right? So I’ve been trying a few things:
- Journaling like crazy: I started writing down all these feelings, these insecurities about how I look, how I act, how I think people see me. It’s messy, but it’s helping me get it all out.
- Trying to be kinder to myself: This is the hardest part. I’m so used to criticizing myself. But I’m trying to catch those negative thoughts and, like, consciously replace them with something nicer. Baby steps.
- Experimenting with my style: I decided to try some new clothes, different hairstyles, just to see what feels good. It’s actually been kind of fun, playing around with how I present myself.
- Talking about it: I opened up to a close friend about this whole Chiron thing, and it was surprisingly helpful. Just having someone listen, without judgment, made a difference.
It Is What It Is
Look, I don’t know if this Chiron stuff is the answer to all my problems. But it’s giving me a framework, a way to understand some of these deep-seated feelings I’ve had for years. It’s a work in progress, for sure. I’m just trying to navigate it, one messy step at a time. I keep tracking my feelings to see what changes and what I should do next. And I feel so much better than before after all of these.
