Okay, so, I’ve been messing around with this whole astrology thing, and let me tell you, it’s been a ride. I decided to dive deep into this transit Pluto square my natal Moon thing, and, well, buckle up.
The Beginning: Feeling Off
First off, I just felt…weird. Like, emotionally all over the place. One minute I was fine, the next I was a blubbering mess or ready to bite someone’s head off. I couldn’t put my finger on it, but I knew something was up. I’m usually pretty chill, you know? So this was unusual for me. So I check my transit.
I started by pulling up my birth chart, you know, the usual. Then I looked at the current transits, where all the planets are hanging out right now, and BAM! There it was: transit Pluto making a harsh square to my natal Moon. A big red line. A scary one at that.
Digging Deeper: Research and Realization
Naturally, I googled the heck out of “transit Pluto square Moon.” Most saying something about “transformation” and “deep emotional upheaval.” Great. Just great, I thought.
I read everything I could find. Articles, forum posts, even some dusty old astrology books I dug up. Slowly, it started to make sense. This transit is all about unearthing buried emotions, confronting old patterns, and basically, going through a major emotional detox. Intense, right?
- Intense mood swings? Check.
- Old issues resurfacing? Double check.
- Feeling like I was losing my mind? Triple check.
The Work: Facing My Demons (and My Journal)
Knowing what was happening was half the battle. The other half? Actually dealing with it. So, I started journaling like a madwoman. Every feeling, every thought, every ugly cry – it all went into that notebook. It was messy, it was raw, and honestly, it was kind of embarrassing. But it helped.
I also started paying attention to my dreams. They were wild. Super vivid, full of symbolism, and often, pretty disturbing. I wrote those down too, trying to decode what my subconscious was trying to tell me.
Then, there was the talking. I opened up to my best friend, my therapist, anyone who would listen (and not judge me too harshly). Just verbalizing what I was going through made a huge difference. It was like letting the pressure out of a boiling pot.
The last few months have felt like the hardest. It can make you feel alone, but I am starting to see the other end of this!
The Outcome (So Far): Still Standing, Still Processing
So, where am I now? Well, I’m still in the thick of it, to be honest. This transit is a long one. But I’m starting to see glimmers of light. I’m more aware of my emotional triggers. I’m better at setting boundaries. And I’m definitely not as afraid of my own feelings anymore. At least, not all the time.
It’s been a rough journey, no doubt about it. But I’m learning, I’m growing, and I’m (slowly) becoming a more emotionally resilient person. And that, I think, is worth all the tears and tantrums along the way. Now my mood swings are much less extreme.
If you’re going through this transit, hang in there. It’s a doozy, but you’ll get through it. And you’ll probably be stronger on the other side. And hey, we can always commiserate together!
