My Journey with Pisces in the 4th House
Alright, let’s talk about this Pisces in the 4th house thing. I stumbled across this placement when I was trying to make sense of some stuff about my own background and feelings about home. It wasn’t like some big astrological revelation, more like a piece of a puzzle I’d been fiddling with for a while.
So, I started digging into it, not like reading textbooks, but just thinking back. My childhood home? Yeah, it had a vibe. Not bad, not amazing, just… kinda blurry around the edges. It’s hard to explain. Memories felt more like feelings than solid facts. Things weren’t always clear-cut, and maybe emotions ran a bit high sometimes, or maybe they were just swept under the rug. It felt like there was always something unspoken hanging in the air.
I noticed this pattern followed me into how I set up my own places later on. For a long time, I didn’t really know what I wanted in a home. I’d try different styles, different setups, but nothing felt quite right. It was like I was searching for a feeling, not a physical space. Comfort was key, but it was an emotional comfort I was after. Sometimes my places ended up a bit chaotic, not dirty, but just… lived in, maybe a bit disorganized, like my thoughts were scattered around the room.
Then I started to actively work on this. Here’s what I did:
- I spent more time just sitting in my home, trying to understand what made me feel grounded versus what made me feel like drifting away.
- I tried to create specific zones – a place just for quiet, a place for creative stuff (even if it was just scribbling), a place that felt safe.
- I had to get real about boundaries, even within my own four walls. Learning to say ‘no’ to things or people that disrupted my peace at home was a big step.
- Family stuff… that’s a whole other can of worms. I had to accept that some parts of my family history might always feel a bit vague or idealized, and that’s okay. Trying to force clarity just led to frustration.
It wasn’t about finding some magic solution. It was more about recognizing the tendencies. That need for an escape? I realized I could create a healthy escape within my home, like through music or just quiet time, instead of feeling like I needed to physically run away from things.
Honestly, it’s still something I’m aware of. My home still needs to feel like a sanctuary, a place where I can recharge my batteries because the outside world can be draining. Understanding this Pisces in the 4th aspect didn’t change who I am, but it gave me a framework to understand why I felt certain ways about my roots and my personal space. It helped me be more intentional about creating a home that actually supports me, rather than just being a place where I sleep.
