Okay, so I’ve been diving deep into this Pluto square Venus transit, and let me tell you, it’s been a ride. I wanted to share my experience, because, honestly, it’s been pretty intense, and maybe it’ll resonate with some of you.
First off, I felt this coming. Like, a week before the exact transit, I started noticing this underlying tension in my relationships. Things that normally wouldn’t bother me were suddenly HUGE deals. I started questioning everything – my partnerships, my friendships, even my relationship with myself.
I decided to keep a journal, just to track what was going on. It was messy, to say the least. Lots of scribbled-out thoughts, angry rants, and tear-stained pages. But writing it all down helped me see the patterns. It made me realize that the big theme was control. I wanted it, I feared losing it, and I was fighting for it in all the wrong ways.
For example I have a freind who I always chat with, however, I realized I don’t wanna to chat with him during this period!
One day, I had this massive argument with my partner. We’re usually pretty chill, but this was like a volcano erupting. All these old resentments, buried insecurities, and power struggles came bubbling to the surface. It was ugly. We both said things we regretted, and it felt like everything was falling apart.
After the dust settled (which took a few days, ngl), I forced myself to really look at what had happened. I used my journal, reread my entries, and tried to see things from his perspective. It wasn’t easy. But I started to understand that my own fear of vulnerability was driving a lot of my behavior. I was pushing him away because I was scared of getting hurt.
My Breakdown and Breakthrough
- Acknowledged the fear: This was the hardest part. Admitting that I was scared, that I was clinging to control because I felt so out of control internally.
- Communicated (finally!): I talked to my partner, not to blame or accuse, but to share my own vulnerabilities. It was terrifying, but it opened up a whole new level of honesty between us.
- Focused on self-love: This sounds cheesy, but it’s true. I realized I needed to work on my own self-worth, independent of any relationship. I started doing things that made me feel good – exercising, spending time in nature, reading, whatever.
- Forgave myself (and others):I also had to forgive my friends, as mentioned above.
The transit is still ongoing, but I feel like I’m navigating it with more awareness now. It’s not perfect, and I still have moments of doubt and fear. But I’m learning to let go, to trust the process, and to embrace the uncomfortable truths that Pluto is bringing to *’s about digging deep, facing your shadows, and transforming your relationships from the inside out. I hope sharing all of this will helpful to you guys!
