Okay, so I’ve been diving deep into this whole astrology thing, and Pluto in Sagittarius in the 8th house? It’s been a trip. Let me tell you all about it, from the very beginning.
First, I had to figure out what all this stuff even meant. I mean, I knew my sun sign, like everyone else, but houses? Planets in signs? It was all Greek to me. So, I started with the basics. I grabbed some books, you know, the kind with the little zodiac symbols and lots of diagrams. I also started watching some YouTube videos—some were helpful, others, not so much. Gotta sift through the noise, right?
Understanding the Pieces
- Pluto: This dude is all about transformation, power, intensity, and sometimes destruction. Think of it like a cosmic bulldozer.
- Sagittarius: This is the adventurous one, the truth-seeker, the philosopher. Always looking for the bigger picture, always optimistic.
- 8th House: Okay, this is where it gets juicy. This house is all about shared resources, intimacy, transformation, and even things like death and rebirth. Kind of a heavy-hitter.
So, putting it all together… I started to see this potential for major shifts in my life, especially related to how I handle shared resources and deep connections with others. It also pointed to this inner drive to uncover hidden truths, maybe even about myself.
The Digging In
After getting a basic understanding, I really started to observe my own life. How was I handling my finances? What were my relationships like, especially the really close ones? Was I holding onto any hidden resentments or power struggles?
I started journaling like crazy. Every time I felt a surge of… anything, really, I’d write it down. I noticed patterns. For example, I was really hesitant to share control in group projects, even when it would have been easier. And I realized I had some deep-seated fears about vulnerability.
The Transformation (Still in Progress!)
This is where the Pluto part really kicked in. Once I started seeing these patterns, I couldn’t unsee them. I started to actively work on being more open, more trusting, more willing to share – both resources and my inner self. I also had to make conscious steps toward the changes.
It hasn’t been easy. There have been some uncomfortable conversations, some moments of facing my own shadow self. But I can honestly say I feel like I’m growing. I’m becoming more aware of my own power, and more importantly, how I use that power. I had to have some frank conversations with myself, and others.
It’s definitely a work in progress. This isn’t a one-and-done kind of deal. Pluto’s influence is… ongoing, to say the least. But I’m committed to the journey, to uncovering those hidden truths, and to becoming a more authentic, empowered version of myself. And to keep working on this, I think I’ll continue to use my journal, even if the patterns become more obvious over time.
