Okay, so I’ve been messing around with this whole astrology thing, and I stumbled upon something called “Mars square Neptune.” It sounded kinda intense, so I decided to dig in and see what it’s all about, and, more importantly, see if I could actually feel it happening in my life.
First, I did some basic searching. Nothing fancy, just enough to get the gist. It sounded like a lot of confusion, maybe some deception, and a general feeling of being drained. Like, your energy just… disappears. Not exactly something to look forward to.
My Little Experiment
I figured the best way to understand this was to just pay attention to my own life. So, I started tracking a few key things:
- My Energy Levels: I literally just wrote down “high,” “medium,” or “low” each day. No complicated scales or anything.
- My Motivation: Was I excited to tackle my to-do list, or did I just want to crawl back into bed?
- Any Weird Interactions: Did anything feel “off” with people? Did I feel misunderstood, or like I was missing something?
- My Dreams: Were they any weirder than usual?
I started this a few weeks before the actual Mars square Neptune transit was supposed to happen, just to get a baseline. I’m no astrologer, so I wasn’t sure exactly how long the effects would last.
The “Before” Times
Honestly, things were pretty normal. Energy was generally good, I was getting stuff done, and no major drama with anyone. My dreams were the usual random nonsense.
Things Get Weird
Then, about a week before the transit, I started feeling… sluggish. Like, I had things I wanted to do, but just couldn’t muster the energy. It was like wading through mud. I’d start a task, get distracted, and then just… give up. Super frustrating.
I also noticed I was second-guessing myself a lot. Like, I’d make a decision, and then immediately wonder if it was the right decision. This even happened with small stuff, like what to have for lunch! My focus was all over the place.
And the dreams? Oh boy. They weren’t nightmares, but they were definitely bizarre. Lots of symbolism, lots of feeling lost or confused. I woke up feeling more tired than when I went to bed.
The Peak (or the Pit?)
The day of the actual transit was… a blur. I remember feeling incredibly drained, almost like I was coming down with something. I had zero motivation to do anything productive. I think I spent most of the day watching mindless TV and scrolling through social media. Not my finest moment.
I also had a weird conversation with a friend where I felt like we were talking past each other. I couldn’t quite explain what I meant, and they seemed to be interpreting everything I said in the strangest way. It left me feeling really unsettled.
The Aftermath
It took a few days after the transit for me to start feeling like myself again. The fog slowly lifted, my energy started to return, and the weird dreams faded. It was like waking up from a strange, slightly unpleasant nap.
Looking back at my notes, it’s pretty clear that something shifted during that period. I can’t say for sure it was because of Mars square Neptune, but the timing was definitely interesting. It made me realize how important it is to pay attention to these subtle shifts in energy and how they can impact our daily lives. Even if you’re not a big believer in astrology, it’s a good reminder to be mindful of your own internal state and how you’re interacting with the world.
It did show me it’s worth paying more attention to. I’m gonna keep tracking this stuff, just to see if there are any more patterns. Maybe I’ll even learn something about myself along the way.
