Okay, so, Uranus in the 12th house, right? This one’s been kicking my butt for a while, but I think I’m finally getting somewhere, and wanted to share what I’ve been up to.
It all started a few months ago. I was feeling…off. Like something was bubbling under the surface, but I couldn’t put my finger on it. I kept having these weird dreams, really vivid and unsettling. Then, I remembered reading something about Uranus in the 12th, about hidden anxieties and subconscious stuff coming to light. Figured I’d dive in and see what the fuss was about.
First thing I did was start journaling. I know, I know, sounds cheesy, but seriously, just writing down whatever came to mind helped. I just started typing. Some days it was total nonsense, other days it was like a dam broke and all these pent-up feelings just poured out. I’d been suppressing for years. Like, really old stuff from childhood. I hadn’t thought about in ages, and it was surprisingly painful.
Next, I tried meditation. I am not a meditation kind of guy, trust me. But I downloaded one of those apps, you know, the ones with the soothing voices and nature sounds, and tried to do it for like 10 minutes a day. At first, I couldn’t even focus for 30 seconds. My mind was racing. So, I just kept at it. Eventually, I started to get glimpses of…something. Like, these flashes of images and feelings that were definitely not from my everyday life. I think they were buried deep down in my subconscious. I don’t know what to call them.
Then, I decided to get a bit more…out there. I looked into dream interpretation. I bought a book about symbols and stuff, and started trying to analyze my dreams. That was a wild ride! Some of it felt totally random, but other parts resonated really deeply. I realized I’d been ignoring some pretty big red flags in my life, just kind of brushing them under the rug. Dreams were shouting at me about them.
The biggest breakthrough came when I started looking at my chart more holistically. Like, not just focusing on Uranus in the 12th, but looking at how it connected to the rest of my planets and houses. I noticed it was making some tough aspects to my Sun and Moon. It explained why I was feeling so disconnected from myself and my emotions.
I knew then that I had to make some changes in my life, and I started actively changing things. I began to address the things I’d been ignoring. I started saying no to things I didn’t want to do, and started prioritizing things I actually enjoyed. I also set some really firm boundaries with people. It was scary at first, but it felt so good to take control of my life again.
This has been a work in progress. I still have days when I feel overwhelmed and anxious. But now, I have tools to deal with it. I know how to check in with myself, to listen to my intuition, and to honor my needs.
Here are some things that helped me, if you want to give them a shot:
- Journaling: Just write whatever comes to mind. Don’t overthink it.
- Meditation: Even a few minutes a day can make a difference.
- Dream Interpretation: It can be really insightful, even if you just scratch the surface.
- Chart Analysis: Look at the bigger picture, not just one placement.
- Self-Care: Prioritize your needs and set boundaries.
It’s been a wild ride exploring this Uranus in the 12th thing. And I feel like I’m on the right track now. It’s like I’m finally waking up to my own potential and reclaiming my power. Hope this helps anyone else going through something similar!
