Okay, so I’ve been diving deep into tarot lately, and I wanted to really get a feel for the cards, you know? Not just memorizing meanings, but like, feeling them. So I decided to do a little experiment with the 9 of Pentacles, focusing on how it represents different feelings.
First, I grabbed my favorite deck – the one with the really gorgeous artwork. I just sat with the 9 of Pentacles for a while, just looking at it. You know, the lady in the garden, all chill with her falcon and her fancy clothes. I tried to put myself in her shoes. What would it feel like to be her?
Initially, I started jotting down some basic keywords: independence, luxury, self-sufficiency, accomplishment. But I wanted to go deeper. So I did a few readings for myself, focusing on different situations where I wanted to understand my feelings better.
My Little Experiment
- Situation 1: Work Project Success. I had just finished a big project at work, and it went really well. I pulled the 9 of Pentacles and closed my eyes, focusing on the feeling of accomplishment. It wasn’t just about the success, it was about the journey to get there. I felt this deep sense of satisfaction, like, “Yeah, I earned this.” It was a feeling of quiet pride, not boastful, but just…content.
- Situation 2: Solitude and Self-Care. I did another reading about how I felt about spending a weekend alone. Again, the 9 of Pentacles popped up. This time, the feeling was different. It was about enjoying my own company, feeling comfortable in my own skin. I realized the card, for me, was resonating with this sense of peaceful solitude, a feeling of being perfectly happy and complete on my own. I felt a kind of serene joy.
- Situation 3:Financially Stable.Then did another reading about my feelings toward money.I’m Finacially stable and I feel very safe about it,then I pulled the 9 of Pentacles.I felt a sense of relief.
So, after doing these mini-readings and really focusing on the feelings the 9 of Pentacles evoked, I started to see it in a new light. It’s not just about material wealth, it’s about that deep inner sense of satisfaction and self-reliance. I was able to feel the security, the peacefulness, the earned joy that comes with being independent and capable. I tried to write my feeling,it was pretty hard,but I can feel them!
It’s been a cool experiment. It’s definitely made me feel more connected to the cards, and it’s helping me understand my own feelings better, too. I am going to keep doing this,keep feeling!
