Okay, so I’ve been digging into astrology lately, specifically looking at Chiron placements. I saw someone mention “Chiron in the 11th house” and I was like, “Huh, I wonder what that’s all about?” I didn’t even know where my own Chiron was, so first things first, I needed to figure that out.
I jumped onto some astrology website, you know, one of those free chart generators. I plugged in my birth date, time, and place. It took a little while, and I was holding my breath, like it’s some big secret reveal. Boom! There it was, my natal chart.
Now, I’m no astrology expert, not even close, but I can find the symbols and read a basic chart. I scanned the wheel, looking for the Chiron symbol – it looks like a little key. Found it! And guess what? It’s sitting right there in my 11th house.
So, obviously, I had to do a bunch of reading, a big dive into what this could possibly mean. I started to scroll the Internet, find some stuff about Chiron in the 11th.
From what I’ve gathered, the 11th house is all about friendships, groups, community, hopes, and dreams. And Chiron, well, Chiron represents our deepest wounds and our ability to heal, that area in your life where feel a bit tender.
I started thinking about my own experiences. Have I always felt like a bit of an outsider in groups? Yeah, kinda. Do I sometimes struggle to connect with friends on a deeper level? Honestly, yes. It’s like, I want to be part of the gang, but there’s always this little voice in my head saying I don’t quite belong, or I might get hurt if I put my heart and soul to anyone.
I wrote down some of my thoughts, created a little personal journal entry. It was kind of uncomfortable. I listed some specific instances where I felt rejected or misunderstood by friends, times when I felt like my hopes and dreams weren’t supported by the people around me. Ouch. It’s a bit raw, even just to myself.
But then I also started to think about the healing part. Chiron’s not just about the wound, it’s also about the potential for growth. Maybe this placement means I’m meant to learn how to navigate these feelings, to find my tribe, the people who do get me.
- One thing I realized is that I tend to hold back in group settings. I’m afraid of being judged, so I don’t always share my true self. That’s something I can work on.
- I also noticed that I sometimes put unrealistic expectations on my friends. Maybe I expect them to be mind-readers or something. That’s not fair to them, and it sets me up for disappointment.
So, my next step? I’m going to try to be more open and vulnerable with the people I trust. I’m going to try be more active in my communities, to put myself out there, even if it’s scary. And I’m going to keep reminding myself that it’s okay to be different, that my unique perspective is actually valuable.
I am still not sure whether this would work, I decided to give myself sometime. I will write down the process and I will see the differences after three months.
It’s a journey, right? This whole Chiron thing, it’s not like a one-and-done fix. It’s about understanding my patterns and consciously choosing to do things differently. I’ll see where it takes me.
